One And Only

I know it ain’t easy giving up your heart. So I dare you to let me be your one and only. I promise I’m worthy to hold in your arms. So come on and give me the chance to prove that I’m the one who can walk that mile until the end starts.
-Adele

Since the first day I laid eyes on Mr. Man, I knew I had to have him. With each day forward, I grew to adore him more and more. Even after finally realizing that I couldn’t make him love me, I still thought the world of him. Now to finally have been given his heart, it felt like someone had given me the world’s most precious and delicate crystal. I knew it required the most tender love and care, and I wanted to give every ounce of me towards keeping it safe and away from harm.

Still having such a tender heart myself, you’d think I’d have it down to a tee. I couldn’t seem to do anything right. We had a very open conversation and laid everything bare on the table. He admitted to his extreme jealousy, and I agreed to work with him. Weeks passed and it was always something. We were arguing more and more, and I was always at fault. I was always taught that honesty is the best policy, but it seemed to only fuel his jealousy – leading to his anger. Things that were insignificant and minuscule to me, were completely unacceptable to him. I was in awe at his raging reactions, and I was left feeling helpless.

I felt like no matter how hard I tried I just couldn’t get it right. I wanted to prove that I was capable of providing his heart with the necessary love and care. In the beginning I was apprehensive about putting my fragile heart back in his hands; but I didn’t allow that to cause me to miss out on something great, and that was what could be had with him. All I wanted was happiness for the both of us. All I wanted was for him to let go of his past that caused his jealous ways, and let me show that I was indeed worthy of having his love. All I wanted was a real chance to be his one and only.

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